Daily Update (9)

Firstly, I want to apologize, since I have not been able to post an update for a few days.. My internet connection at home was not working and it's very difficult to post updates from a mobile phone browser.
There hasn't been any changes in the past four days though.. I just checked my PayPal account and it's still running on the same number... " 0 ".. I guess I have not been able to reach as many people as I should.. But I can't really do much about it.
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Anyways.. My wife informed me today that she is definitely pressing for divorce.. She was asking me for my address here in Nepal, saying that if I don't provide it to the court, she would have to hire a lawyer which she can't afford! Hmmm.... Well, she is the one who wants to leave.. So that is her problem! Every single point in my favor is good!

She blames me for all the hardships she is having to go through.. Maybe she doesn't realize how hard it is to find a job in Singapore, for a foreigner like me.. The day we are divorced, I will kill myself and write a suicide note blaming all on her! Let's see how that feels!

Hell Ya!

In the meantime, I still want to find that one person who could lend me a million dollars.. There is a lot I need to prove to a lot of people.. It's a Do or Die situation.. And I'd rather Do than Die.. Life is a Bitch and Karma sucks! What can I do?

Many people would say, " I wouldn't exchange this life for anything! ".. Well.. I would exchange mine for just a little bit of happiness....