It's 11th January 2012, 1:35 am.. About 3 weeks since I started this blog.. And 11 days into my New Year's resolution of accumulating a million dollars in 16 days! And with only 5 more days to go, I am still running on only $0.54! (You might be laughing)
Anyways.. The more I think of it, the more it depresses me.. So I rather not talk about it..
Today didn't really go well.. Me and my wife were busy quarreling on Facebook! Every time she says she doesn't want me, it pisses me off! But my anger is only the result of my frustration and the pain of getting hurt when she says it.. I know that she doesn't mean it and she loves me a lot too.. But I don't understand why she can't understand my situation..
Let me explain.. About 4 and a half years back, I had to drop out of college, mid way through my Degree course, because she was pregnant and we weren't married yet.. So I decided to take my responsibility and marry her and started working... Now, the employment law of Singapore requires foreigners in semi-skilled class to have a Degree to be eligible to apply for employment.. (They changed the regulations in 2010, when I had lost my job due the same) And since I don't have a Degree and only 2 years of experience in a non-Managerial post, almost all the companies that I apply to either don't reply or reject me.. So what am I supposed to do? What I sacrificed then for my family, is killing me now.... But she just doesn't understand that! I am unable to get a job and just can't go back to college.. I am hanging in the middle of nothing!
They say Love conquers all but I say it can't conquer Money.. God knows whats gonna happen of me and my family....
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