Daily Update (10)

Can't believe it's been more than a week since I started this blog.. And I feel like I am running out of things to write.. Maybe it would have been easier to post updates if there was something happening out of all this.. But there really isn't..  I have still not received a single dollar in my PayPal and have only had four clicks on the ads, which have gotten me $0.54! That's all there is to show for all this..
"A Million Dollars in 16 Days".. That was my New Year's resolution.. But a week into it, I don't even have $1 to show.. Most of you might think why don't I just get real and get a job right? Well, I tried.. I tried a lot.. And now, I am sick of even trying! I feel that being rejected an awful lot of times really starts to eat one's confidence.. I feel worthless and dejected.. I guess when a man loses everything, he starts dreaming crazy.. That's exactly what I am right now.. More of "Crazy" and a lot of "Dreamer"...

Oh boring me! Anyways.. I mentioned in my previous posts that I really love Music.. A lot of what I am as a person is mostly influenced by the type of music I listen to and the types of movies I like to watch.. I would say that I am not very realistic! ( You should already know that.. hah! ) I am definitely into Love songs and Romantic Comedy for movies.. Love is the most important part of life for me.. I wouldn't want the money if  Love could actually keep us alive.. So, I guess The Eagles got it wrong in that song... But yeah, Love is definitely more important to me than Money...
I like to sing when I am depressed, happy or lonely.. I find it a bit difficult to sing in-front of other people though.. Usually, I sing for my wife.. She was and still is my inspiration, even though she wants to leave me...      ( I love you my wifey... Whatever you do.. )

Let me post a song here that I recently did for my wife.. Sadly, she still doesn't realize how much I need her..
Hope you guys enjoy it... Forgive me if you don't...