Daily Update (5)

Just crying all by myself.. I am running out of time... 16th January, 2012 is my deadline.. If I don't have something by then, I am going to lose my family, and probably my life as well.. My wife asks me every single day if I have found a job.. And everyday, I have to give her the same hopeless answer... No....
Today, I am suddenly feeling like I won't make it.. 19 days.. That's all I have.. I think I am going to give up.. I can't bear the pain every passing day brings.. Time is ticking away and nothing seems to be in my favor.. The way I see it now, on the 16th of January, my wife is going to proceed with the Divorce and I will probably kill myself.. Life this useless is not worth living..
I feel alone, lost and helpless.. I kiss my wife and son's picture every night before I go to sleep.. Tears roll down automatically, and it takes a lot of crying before I finally fall asleep.. Well, who would want to live such a life?
Pathetic as it is, I feel ashamed to even step outside my house..
Well, this was supposed to be a daily update about my campaign.. I apologize.. But there isn't anything to update about.. Yes, you guessed it right! My PayPal account is still zero... Not a single person has felt my situation is worth their single dollar! It's okay...

Anyways.. I will leave this update with a video that I like a lot.. The lyrics of the song relates to my life and I hope it touches your heart too.. It's called "The Hardest Thing" and it's done by Tyler Ward.... Peace..